day 3 of an epic no sleep night, but full on days. ive got 2 more to go.
im proud of myself for getting to my 8am starts, most people who know me, know that i cant even get to my 9am starts, and probably rock up late to my 10am starts. thankfully God put people i knew into my classes giving me some motivation to go. meaning i get to class. go me.
ive got kings of leon tonight which would be pretty awesome, i keep forgetting its tonight though
it seems the commercial hype for KOL has dumbed down dramatically, it was such a 'phase' people went through.
id have to say im still a fan, despite the fall of airplay and discussion. just need to get hyped for tonight
but i hate being tired at concerts. i was really tired at alicia keys and i only had an 'okay' time.

my classes are pretty alright.
my art class might be the only one that shits me
shes like a racist who underestimates you in the harshest way possible
and she doesnt know how to use the computer ..thus is why i dont know wdf is happening for that class
cause apprently she put up the info online.
anyway..
CDB's gary pinto is also in my class. awesome.

im so damn sleepy.

to remind myself later on:

:: below are innovative but simple ideas i have experimented with lately that have really worked.

for the filos:
Torta (Mince beef Omelet) & Melted Cheese
Warm Chocolate Cake & Ube Ice Cream

for everyone:
Heated Brownies & Warm Temp Hazelnut Chocolate.

ahh yummmm, experimental heaven!!
(ahha jchris, my old habits have never changed aye?)

im such a dork. much love.
expect me to write an entry about food hey!

GOODBYE 08' and all the nasty memories!

amazing.
i'm nineteen - almost leaving my teenage years, yet i still haven't managed to use my teeange years to trial and error my personality and who i really am. thats what you do as a teenager right, do stupid shit, learn from it, hit the 21's and you're almsot there. i think ive only hit the beginning. i've got 1 and a half years to trial and error myself, thats if i ever get the oppertunity to do this completely.
most definately i think i have gone, and continue to go through the ins and outs - bullied in highscool, ironically by the people who are your closest friends, grew up in a perfect on the outside - extremely hectic on the inside family, confronted by my undying spirituality, weaved myself through my fair share of good mates, friendship groups, people who have continually been around; questioned my stance on those who i thought really mattered - and i dont think once i have been able to experience wholesome bliss. and as each year goes by quicker, i guess you can say im glad because i know when that carefree bliss will come about - you know where theres no paranoia, worries, concerns or fear of. but thats still awhile away. so i guess each year continues to be a smile and an appreciation of the little i have - i know it may seem to be alot - but as the saying goes 'less is more' and right now, im realizing more and more that as much as it may seem i have so many around me, i fail to notice the sincerity of it all. just like moviestars; fame, money, lifestyle cannot buy you happiness - i think im a depressed moviestar in my own way - just like them, nobody knows.
i tend to reflect extremely on who i am and who ive become, especially on what things define what others find negative about me. i fail to comprehend on many judgements and decisions, and kick myself at what i may be doing wrong, what people are thinking.. etc. i feel ive given all i can - i believe that sometimes i may seem to care too much. and ungratefully, i believe that i havent recieved my just turn.
 if there was one thing i can do that will make everything perfect, what is it, i want to know?

I just want to know what people are thinking //

- 1 point. Guess you gotta bring your A+ game when u gusy are agaisnt them in 2 weeks time aye. Oh and there's Alliance.

so .. qld,
whos going? i'd like to know. we need to get cracking on bookings etc ?

So after our Syd trip (twice), i'm pretty set on a QLD trip that me n Dex have been talking about since the start of the year. We're going towards a 2nd half of Janurary departure - theres an awesome apartment ive found which is a decent price

http://www.oceansidecove.com/

if your intrested in coming along, thats the deal - a 3 bedroom apartment is $160 each for 6 people for 4 nights which i think is really awesome, and yeah the apartment looks pretty sweet too. 160 is a heaps good price so i wana try n organise who's going and who wants to come. i guess we have 4 spots available? if you guys can grab another 6 people or whatever we can book another room (Mid Season) n just laze n drink up in the one room then yeah. i dont know, what do you guys think?

of course QLD inc. Theme Parks - theres the 3 park superpass which INC's Wet N Wild, DreamWorld & Sea World which sucks bc Sea World sucks n Movieworld should replace it. sigh - but yea i guess we can plan that closer to the day. we cant hire a car, bc we need to be 21years + so that means bussing it around ..and uh the beach is a 5min walk? :) so that should be awesome from this place.

flights atm are going for:
Virgin Blue
20th Jan - $89 min (Melb > GC)
24th Jan - $99 min (GC > Melb)
but everythings selling out quick

Jet Star
20th Jan - $89 min (Melb > GC)
24th Jan - $179 min (GC > Melb)

so we gotta organise all this stuff before rooms n flights all go sold out. anyone with any other thoughts?

QLD Gold Coast
November 07 or Janurary 08.
who would be in?

2 days til' Sydney
10 days til' our Two Years
22 days til' the One Nine
38 days til' BoyzIIMen

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. im freaking EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

by the way, Mariah Carey is remarried (shes one person i HAVE to watch at a concert with too)
oh and by the way the guy shes remarried to is Nick Cannon, yes the young Nick Cannon shes been
dating for less than 2 months. lol, attention seeking Celebrities. bet on how long this goes eh..?

hehehe. ex oh ex oh. gossip girl #16 is a killa.